Prepare For The Worst, Hope For The Best

...that's what I'm doing. I am preparing for the worst and hoping and, lord knows, praying for the best. Nursing "letters of decision" are mailed out tomorrow morning at 9 am so we should have them at least by thursday evening. oh lord, please help me stay calm. today, i almost broke down on campus, lauren had to tell me it was going to be alright and to just go talk to my advisor to ease my nerves. and that i did! i may have had to walk in the back way and talk to her when i was clearly told she couldn't see me today but the mission WAS accomplished. thank god for best friends who will find a way to calm their best friends nerves! actually, i think lauren might have been scared what see would have to watch 'go down' if she didn't. hah! no but really i'm still super anxious, as i'm sure 326 other students are. but this too will pass. i'm just hoping for the best and, don't forget, preparing for the worst. :) as kim has told me many times, if i don't get in, there is more than one way to skin a cat!