Seriously, it's the best feeling, I'm loving life and honestly I don't think there is a thing that could make it better. I am content down to my bones!
Nothing has changed at all, I'm just so content, if you have never felt content and happy, or joy, or whatever good word you use to describe it, I'm so sorry! This is the first time in my entire life that I have truly been content and I wouldn't change a thing!
The only thing that I'm not content with right now is the garlic taste in my mouth mixed with the taste of a frappe. Haha! But really, only that!
Content, content, content.
I have prayed for this day, this time, for a long time, and God has answered my prayer. I must say there is no way to describe the feeling of "contentness" until you experience it.
Today, me and Daddy and Josh were talking about our favorite age or time in our life. Daddy said he loved the late twenties and I started to say I loved 16 but I quickly finished by saying my favorite age is 20. Because, it is, I love right now!!
I know that because I'm content now doesn't mean I can get lazy, I got to this point with hard work and I plan to stay here. I also believe that I'm so content because something will happen that I will need this period of being content to support me and be a solid foundation. (Does that make sense? I never said I was the best with words.) Now, also know that whatever "that" is doesn't have to be a trail, so to speak, just something different. :)
I just can't say how high on life I am right now. I want y'all to know that I am truly content, my heart is full and most likely you have had a part in it! Thank you for that! I have made wrong decisions from time to time but it has gotten me here to this point, and because of that I'd do it all again. I'd just go ahead and apologize ahead of time. :)
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